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His terrier, as though realizing exactly what he wished, seemed to guide
him by rubbing against his legs, and even pressing hard against them when
he was in any danger of losing the middle of the road, or swerving
towards a ditch or some obstruction. Only once did they pass any human
being, and that was when they came upon a camp of road-builders, where a
red light burned, and two men slept in the open by a dying fire. One of
them raised his head when Ingolby passed, but being more than
half-asleep, and seeing only a man and a dog, thought nothing of it, and
dropped back again upon his rough pillow. He was a stranger to Lebanon,
and there was little chance of his recognizing Ingolby in the
semi-darkness.
As they neared the river, Ingolby became deeply agitated. He moved with
his hands outstretched. Had it not been for his dog he would probably
have walked into the Sagalac; for though he seemed to have an instinct
that was extra-natural, he swayed and staggered in the delirium driving
him on. There was one dreadful moment when, having swerved from the road
leading on to the bridge, he was within a foot of the river-bank. One
step farther, and he would have plunged down thirty feet into the stream,
to be swept to the Rapids below.
But for the first time the terrier made a sound. He gave a whining bark
almost human in its meaning, and threw himself at the legs of his master,
pushing him backwards and over towards the road leading upon the bridge,
as a collie guides sheep. Presently Ingolby felt the floor of the bridge
under his feet; and now he hastened on, with outstretched arms and head
bent forward, listening intently, the dog trotting beside, with what
knowledge working in him Heaven alone knew.
The roar of the Rapids below was a sonorous accompaniment to Ingolby's
wild thoughts. One thing only he felt, one thing only heard--the men in
Barbazon's Tavern saying that the bridge should be blown up on the
Saturday night; and this was Saturday night--the night of the day
following that of the Orange funeral. He had heard the criminal hireling
of Felix Marchand say that it should be done at midnight, and that the
explosive should be laid under that part of the bridge which joined the
Manitou bank of the Sagalac. As though in very truth he saw with his
eyes, he stopped short not far from the point where the bridge joined the
land, and stood still, listening.
For several minutes he was motionless, intent, as an animal waiting for
its foe. At last his newly-sensitive ears heard footsteps approaching and
low voices. The footsteps came nearer, the voices, though so low, became
more distinct. They were now not fifty feet away, but to the delirious
Ingolby they were as near as death had been when his fingers closed on
the pistol in his room.
He took a step forward, and with passionate voice and arms outstretched,
he cried:
"You shall not do it-by God, you shall not touch my bridge!
I built it. You shall not touch it. Back, you devils-back!"
The terrier barked loudly.
The two men in the semi-darkness in front of him cowered at the sight of
this weird figure holding the bridge they had come to destroy. His words,
uttered in so strange and unnatural a voice, shook their nerves. They
shrank away from the ghostly form with the outstretched arms.
In the minute's pause following on his words, a giant figure suddenly
appeared behind the dynamiters. It was the temporary Chief Constable of
Lebanon, returning from his visit to Tekewani. He had heard Ingolby's
wild words, and he realized the situation.
"Ingolby--steady there, Ingolby!" he called. "Steady! Steady! Gabriel
Druse is here. It's all right."
At the first sound of Druse's voice the two wreckers turned and ran.
As they did so, Ingolby's hands fell to his side, and he staggered
forward.
"Druse--Fleda," he murmured, then swayed, trembled and fell.
With words that stuck in his throat Gabriel Druse stooped and lifted him
up in his arms. At first he turned towards the bridge, as though to cross
over to Lebanon, but the last word Ingolby had uttered rang in his ears,
and he carried him away into the trees towards his own house, the
faithful terrier following. "Druse--Fleda!" They were the words of one
who had suddenly emerged from the obsession of delirium into sanity, and
then had fallen into as sudden unconsciousness.
"Fleda! Fleda!" called Gabriel Druse outside the door of his house a
quarter of an hour later, and her voice in reply was that of one who knew
that the feet of Fate were at her threshold.
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THE WORLD FOR SALE
By Gilbert Parker
BOOK III
XX. TWO LIFE PIECES
XXI. THE SNARE OF THE FOWLER
XXII. THE SECRET MAN
XXIII. THE RETURN OF BELISARIUS
XXIV. AT LONG LAST
XXV. MAN PROPOSES
XXVI. THE SLEEPER
XXVII. THE WORLD FOR SALE
CHAPTER XX
TWO LIFE PIECES
"It's a fine day."
"Yes, it's beautiful."
Fleda wanted to ask how he knew, but hesitated from feelings of delicacy.
Ingolby seemed to understand. A faint reflection of the old whimsical
smile touched his lips, and his hands swept over the coverlet as though
smoothing out a wrinkled map.
"The blind man gets new senses," he said dreamily. "I feel things where I
used to see them. How did I know it was a fine day? Simple enough. When
the door opened there was only the lightest breath of wind, and the air
was fresh and crisp, and I could smell the sun. One sense less, more
degree of power to the other senses. The sun warms the air, gives it a
flavour, and between it and the light frost, which showed that it was dry
outside, I got the smell of a fine Fall day. Also, I heard the cry of the
wild fowl going South, and they wouldn't have made a sound if it hadn't
been a fine day. And also, and likewise, and besides, and howsomever, I
heard Jim singing, and that nigger never sings in bad weather. Jim's a
fair-weather raven, and this morning he was singing like a 'lav'rock in
the glen.'"
Being blind, he could not see that, suddenly, a storm of emotion swept
over her face.
His cheerfulness, his boylike simplicity, his indomitable spirit, which
had survived so much, and must still face so much, his almost childlike
ways, and the naive description of a blind man's perception, waked in her
an almost intolerable yearning. It was not the yearning of a maid for a
man. It was the uncontrollable woman in her, the mother-thing, belonging
to the first woman that ever was-protection of the weak, hovering love
for the suffering, the ministering spirit.
Since Ingolby had been brought to the house in the pines, Madame Bulteel
and herself, with Jim, had nursed him through the Valley of the Shadow.
They had nursed him through brain-fever, through agonies which could not
have been borne with consciousness. The tempest of the mind and the pains
of misfortune went on from hour to hour, from day to day, almost without
ceasing, until at last, a shadow of his former self, but with a wonderful
light on his face which came from something within, he waited patiently
for returning strength, propped up with pillows in the bed which had been
Fleda's own, in the room outside which Jethro Fawe had sung his heathen
serenade.
It was the room of the house which, catching the morning sun, was best
suited for an invalid. So she had given it to him with an eagerness
behind which was the feeling that somehow it made him more of the inner
circle of her own life; for apart from every other feeling she had, there
was in her a deep spirit of comradeship belonging to far-off times when
her life was that of the open road, the hillside and the vale. In those
days no man was a stranger; all belonged.
To meet, and greet, and pass was the hourly event, but the meeting and
the greeting had in it the familiarity of a common wandering, the
sympathy of the homeless. Had Ingolby been less to her than he was, there
would still have been the comradeship which made her the great creature
she was fast becoming. It was odd that, as Ingolby became thinner and
thinner, and ever more wan, she, in spite of her ceaseless nursing,
appeared to thrive physically. She had even slightly increased the
fulness of her figure. The velvet of her cheeks had grown richer, and her
eyes deeper with warm fire. It was as though she flourished on giving: as
though a hundred nerves of being and feeling had opened up within her and
had expanded her life like some fine flower.
Gazing at Ingolby now there was a great hungering desire in her heart.
She looked at the sightless eyes, and a passionate protest sprang to her
lips which, in spite of herself, broke forth in a sort of moan.
"What is it?" Ingolby asked, with startled face.
"Nothing," she answered, "nothing. I pricked my finger badly, that's
all."
And, indeed, she had done so, but that would not have brought the moan to
her lips.
"Well, it didn't sound like a pricked finger complaint," he remarked. "It
was the kind of groan I'd give if I had a bad pain inside."
"Ah, but you're a man!" she remarked lightly, though two tears fell down
her cheeks.
With an effort she recovered herself. "It's time for your tonic," she
added, and she busied herself with giving it to him. "As soon as you have
taken it, I'm going for a walk, so you must make up your mind to have
some sleep."
"Am I to be left alone?" he asked, with an assumed grievance in his
voice.
"Madame Bulteel will stay with you," she replied.
"Do you need a walk so very badly?" he asked presently.
"I don't suppose I need it, but I want it," she answered. "My feet and
the earth are very friendly."
"Where do you walk?" he asked.
"Just anywhere," was her reply. "Sometimes up the river, sometimes down,
sometimes miles away in the woods."
"Do you never take a gun with you?"
"Of course," she answered, nodding, as though he could see. "I get wild
pigeons and sometimes a wild duck or a prairie-hen."
"That's right," he remarked; "that's right."
"I don't believe in walking just for the sake of walking," she continued.
"It doesn't do you any good, but if you go for something and get it,
that's what puts the mind and the body right."
Suddenly his face grew grave. "Yes, that's it," he remarked.
"To go for something you want, a long way off. You don't feel the fag
when you're thinking of the thing at the end; but you've got to have the
thing at the end, to keep making for it, or there's no good going--none
at all. That's life; that's how it is. It's no good only walking--you've
got to walk somewhere. It's no good simply going--you've got to go
somewhere. You've got to fight for something. That's why, when they take
the something you fight for away--when they break you and cripple you,
and you can't go anywhere for what you want badly, life isn't worth
living."
An anxious look came into her face. This was the first time, since
recovering consciousness, that he had referred, even indirectly, to all
that had happened. She understood him well--ah, terribly well! It was the
tragedy of the man stopped in his course because of one mistake, though
he had done ten thousand wise things. The power taken from his hands, the
interrupted life, the dark future, the beginning again, if ever his sight
came back: it was sickening, heartbreaking.
She saw it all in his face, but as if some inward voice had spoken to
him, his face cleared, the swift-moving hands clasped in front of him,
and he said quietly: "But because it's life, there it is. You have to
take it as it comes."
He stopped a moment, and in the pause she reached out her hand with a
sudden passionate gesture, to touch his shoulder, but she restrained
herself in time.
He seemed to feel what she was doing, and turned his face towards her, a
slight flush coming to his cheeks. He smiled, and then he said: "How
wonderful you are! You look--"
He checked himself, then added with a quizzical smile:
"You are looking very well to-day, Miss Fleda Druse, very well indeed. I
like that dark-red dress you're wearing."
An almost frightened look came into her eyes. It was as though he could
see, for she was wearing a dark-red dress--"wine-coloured," her father
called it, "maroon," Madame Bulteel called it. Could he then see, after
all?
"How did you know it was dark-red?" she asked, her voice shaking.
"Guessed it! Guessed it!" he answered almost gleefully. "Was I right? Is
it dark-red?"
"Yes, dark-red," she answered. "Was it really a guess?"
"Ah, but the guessiest kind of a guess," he replied. "But who can tell? I
couldn't see it, but is there any reason why the mind shouldn't see when
the eyes are no longer working? Come now," he added, "I've a feeling that
I can tell things with my mind just as if I saw them. I do see. I'll
guess the time now--with my mind's eye."
Concentration came into his face. "It's three minutes to twelve o'clock,"
he said decisively.
She took up the watch which lay on the table beside the bed.
"Yes, it's just three minutes to twelve," she declared in an awe-struck
voice. "That's marvellous--how wonderful you are!"
"That's what I said of you a minute ago," he returned. Then, with a swift
change of voice and manner, he added, "How long is it?"
"You mean, since you came here?" she asked, divining what was in his
mind.
"Exactly. How long?"
"Six weeks," she answered. "Six weeks and three days."
"Why don't you add the hour, too," he urged half-plaintively, though he
smiled.
"Well, it was three o'clock in the morning to the minute," she answered.
"Old Father Time ought to make you his chief of staff," he remarked
gaily. "Now, I want to know," he added, with a visible effort of
determination, "what has happened since three o'clock in the morning, six
weeks and three days ago. I want you to tell me what has happened to my
concerns--to the railways, and also to the towns. I don't want you to
hide anything, because, if you do, I'll have Jim in, and Jim, under
proper control, will tell me the whole truth, and perhaps more than the
truth. That's the way with Jim. When he gets started he can't stop. Tell
me exactly everything."
Anxiety drove the colour from her cheeks. She shrank back.
"You must tell me," he urged. "I'd rather hear it from you than from Dr.
Rockwell, or Jim, or your father. Your telling wouldn't hurt as much as
anybody else's, if there has to be any hurt. Don't you understand--but
don't you understand?" he urged.
She nodded to herself in the mirror on the wall opposite. "I'll try to
understand," she replied presently; "Tell me, then: have they put someone
in my place?"
"I understand so," she replied.
He remained silent for a moment, his face very pale. "Who is running the
show?" he asked.
She told him.
"Oh, him!" he exclaimed. "He's dead against my policy. He'll make a
mess."
"They say he's doing that," she remarked.
He asked her a series of questions which she tried to answer frankly, and
he came to know that the trouble between the two towns, which, after the
Orange funeral and his own disaster had subsided, was up again; that the
railways were in difficulties; that there had been several failures in
the town; that one of the banks--the Regent-had closed its doors; that
Felix Marchand, having recovered from the injury he had received from
Gabriel Druse on the day of the Orange funeral, had gone East for a month
and had returned; that the old trouble was reviving in the mills, and
that Marchand had linked himself with the enemies of the group
controlling the railways hitherto directed by himself.
For a moment after she had answered his questions, there was strong
emotion in his face, and then it cleared.
He reached out a hand towards her. How eagerly she clasped it! It was
cold, and hers was so warm and firm and kind.
"True friend o' mine!" he said with feeling. "How wonderful it is that
somehow it all doesn't seem to matter so much. I wonder why? I
wonder--Tell me about yourself, about your life," he added abruptly, as
though it had been a question he had long wished to ask. In the tone was
a quiet certainty suggesting that she would not hesitate to answer.
"We have both had big breaks in our lives," he went on. "I know that.
I've lost everything, in a way, by the break in my life, and I've an idea
that you gained everything when the break in yours came. I didn't believe
the story Jethro Fawe told me, but still I knew there was some truth in
it; something that he twisted to suit himself. I started life feeling I
could conquer the world like another Alexander or Napoleon. I don't know
that it was all conceit. It was the wish to do, to see how far this thing
on my shoulders"--he touched his head--"and this great physical
machine"--he touched his breast with a thin hand--"would carry me. I
don't believe the main idea was vicious. It was wanting to work a human
brain to its last volt of capacity, and to see what it could do. I
suppose I became selfish as I forged on. I didn't mean to be, but
concentration upon the things I had to do prevented me from being the
thing I ought to be. I wanted, as they say, to get there. I had a lot of
irons in the fire--too many--but they weren't put there deliberately. One
thing led to another, and one thing, as it were, hung upon another, until
they all got to be part of the scheme. Once they got there, I had to
carry them all on, I couldn't drop any of them; they got to be my life.
It didn't matter that it all grew bigger and bigger, and the risks got
greater and greater. I thought I could weather it through, and so I could
have done, if it hadn't been for a mistake and an accident; but the
mistake was mine. That's where the thing nips--the mistake was mine. I
took too big a risk. You see, I'd got so used to being lucky, it seemed
as if I couldn't go wrong. Everything had come my way. Ever since I began
in that Montreal railway office, after leaving college, I hadn't a single
setback. I pulled things off. I made money, and I plumped it all into my
railways and the Regent Bank; and as you said a minute ago, the Regent
Bank has closed down. That cuts me clean out of the game. What was the
matter with the bank? The manager?"
His voice was almost monotonous in its quietness. It was as though he
told the story of something which had passed beyond chance or change. As
it unfolded to her understanding, she had seated herself near to his bed.
The door of the room was open, and in view outside on the landing sat
Madame Bulteel reading. She was not, however, near enough to hear the
conversation.
Ingolby's voice was low, but it sounded as loud as a waterfall in the
ears of the girl, who, in a few weeks, had travelled great distances on
the road called Experience, that other name for life.
"It was the manager?" he repeated.
"Yes, they say so," she answered. "He speculated with bank money."
"In what?"
"In your railways," she answered hesitatingly. "Curious--I dreamed that,"
Ingolby remarked quietly, and leaned down and stroked the dog lying at
his feet. It had been with him through all his sickness. "It must have
been part of my delirium, because, now that I've got my senses back, it's
as though someone had told me about it. Speculated in my railways, eh?
Chickens come home to roost, don't they? I suppose I ought to be excited
over it all," he continued. "I suppose I ought. But the fact is, you only
have just the one long, big moment of excitement when great trouble and
tragedy come, or else it's all excitement, all the time, and then you go
mad. That's the test, I think. When you're struck by Fate, as a hideous
war-machine might strike you, and the whole terror of loss and ruin bears
down on you, you're either swept away in an excitement that hasn't any
end, or you brace yourself, and become master of the shattering thing."
"You are a master," she interposed. "You are the Master Man," she
repeated admiringly.
He waved a hand deprecatingly. "Do you know, when we talked together in
the woods soon after you ran the Rapids--you remember the day--if you had
said that to me then, I'd have cocked my head and thought I was a
jim-dandy, as they say. A Master Man was what I wanted to be. But it's a
pretty barren thing to think, or to feel, that you're a Master Man;
because, if you are--if you've had a 'scoop' all the way, as Jowett calls
it, you can be as sure as anything that no one cares a rap farthing what
happens to you. There are plenty who pretend they care, but it's only
because they're sailing with the wind, and with your even keel. It's only
the Master Man himself that doesn't know in the least he's that who gets
anything out of it all."
"Aren't you getting anything out of it?" she asked softly. "Aren't
you--Chief?"
At the familiar word--Jowett always called him Chief--a smile slowly
stole across his face. "I really believe I am, thanks to you," he said
nodding.
He was going to say, "Thanks to you, Fleda," but he restrained himself.
He had no right to be familiar, to give an intimate turn to things. His
game was over; his journey of ambition was done. He saw this girl with
his mind's eye--how much he longed to see her with the eyes of the
body--in all her strange beauty; and he knew that even if she cared for
him, such a sacrifice as linking her life with his was impossible. Yet
her very presence there was like a garden of bloom to him: a garden full
of the odour of life, of vital things, of sweet energy and happy being.
Somehow, he and she were strangely alike. He knew it. From the time he
held her in his arms at Carillon, he knew it. The great adventurous
spirit which was in him belonged also to her. That was as sure as light
and darkness.
"No, there's no master man in me, but I think I know what one could be
like," he remarked at last. He straightened himself against the pillows.
The old look of power came to a face hardly strong enough to bear it. It
was so fine and thin now, and the spirit in him was so prodigious.
"No one cares what happens to the man who always succeeds; no one loves
him," he continued. "Do you know, in my trouble I've had more out of
nigger Jim's affection than I've ever had in my life. Then there's
Rockwell, Osterhaut and Jowett, and there's your father. It was worth
while living to feel the real thing." His hands went out as though
grasping something good and comforting. "I don't suppose every man needs
to be struck as hard as I've been to learn what's what, but I've learned
it. I give you my word of honour, I've learned it."
Her face flushed and her eyes kindled greatly. "Jim, Rockwell, Osterhaut,
Jowett, and my father!" she exclaimed. "Of course trouble wouldn't do
anything but make them come closer round you. Poor people live so near to
misfortune all the time--I mean poor people like Jim, Osterhaut, and
Jowett--that changes of fortune are just natural things to them. As for
my father, he has had to stretch out his hands so often to those in
trouble--"
"That he carried me home on his shoulders from the bridge six weeks and
three days ago, at three o'clock in the morning," interjected Ingolby
with a quizzical smile.
"Why did you omit Madame Bulteel and myself when you mentioned those who
showed their--friendship?" she asked, hesitating at the last word.
"Haven't we done our part?"
"I was talking of men," he answered. "One knows what women do. They may
leave you in the bright days, not in the dark days. On the majority of
them you couldn't rely in prosperity, but in misfortune you couldn't do
anything else. They are there with you. They're made that way. The best
life can give you in misfortune is a woman. It's the great
beginning-of-the-world thing in them. Men can't stand prosperity, but
women can stand misfortune. Why, if Jim and Osterhaut and Jowett and all
the men of Lebanon and Manitou had deserted me, I shouldn't have been
surprised; but I'd have had to recast my philosophy if Fleda Druse had
turned her bonny brown head away."
It was evident he was making an effort to conquer emotions which were
rising in him; that he was playing on the surface to prevent his deep
feelings from breaking forth. "Instead of which," he added jubilantly,
"here I am, in the nicest room in the world, in a fine bed with springs
like an antelope's heels."
He laughed, and hunched his back into the mattress. It was the laugh of
the mocker, but he was mocking himself. She did not misunderstand. It was
a nice room, as he said. He had never seen it with his eyes, but if he
had seen it he would have realized how like herself it was--adorably
fresh, happily coloured, sumptuous and fine. It had simple curtains,
white sheets, and a warm carpet on the floor; and yet with something,
too, that struck the note of a life outside. A pennant of many colours
hung where two soft pink curtains joined, and at the window and over the
door was an ancient cross in bronze and gold. It was not the simple
Christian cross of the modern world, but an ancient one which had become
a symbol of the Romanys, a sign to mark the highways, the guide of the
wayfarers. The pennant had been on the pole of the Ry's tent in far-off
days in the Roumelian country. In the girl herself there was that which
corresponded to the gorgeous pennant and the bronze cross. It was not in
dress or in manner, for there was no sign of garishness, of the unusual
anywhere--in manner she was as well controlled as any woman of fashion,
in dress singularly reserved--but in the depths of the eyes there was
some restless, unsettled thing, some flicker of strange banners akin to
the pennant at the joining of the pink curtains. There had been something
of the same look in Ingolby's eyes in the past, only with him it was the
sense of great adventure, intrepid enterprise, a touch of vision and the
beckoning thing. That look was not in his eyes now. Nothing was there; no
life, no soul; only darkness. But did that look still inhabit the eyes of
the soul?